Should I become Tyrone (serious post)?

I'm a tranny that's tired of being alone and bitter over not being able to pass as a girl. I think I should just give up my dreams of being a passing female because I'll just remain a man-woman-harambe hybrid thing if I keep chasing the unobtainable. I also don't like the trans community (quite frankly they're cucked beyond belief). It's clear to me now that my dream of being a woman died when I was denied hormones during the time when it could have made a difference.

I could become Tyrone with alot of work, and effort. I can easily do it though it would be the ultimate suifuel. Im 6'1, with a good "male" frame, somewhat of a good face (somewhat babyfaced), decent hair (I'm mixed) and light skin. So honestly potential is there, I just need to lose the weight and build muscle.

It would be the biggest source of suifuel but at least I wouldn't be alone (by this I mean having friends, not losing my V-card) anymore. I would still be angry all the time but at least I wouldn't be a loser and people would respect me since I'm Tyrone (and focused on my future).