FalicInt #racist reddit.com
You have no reason to be depressed - which you try to hide while it's easy to see that you are indeed depressed.
My advice to you is to go out - be active, play sports, hunt girls but above all keep studying. Being an above average Black person cognitively is potentially very beneficial in America. Just try not to slack. Train yourself for true diligence until you can with certainly say that you are indeed diligent. The earlier you train your diligence – the better. The best way to do this is to read a lot while being active - sportive outside as well.
Afro-American communities are still better than anything in Sub-Saharan Africa. Your home is America within a Black community (of which there are plenty and your now separatist view will not be shunned quickly there in any case) and you under the right tools could excel. In any case I can’t see how Black vast majority states won’t form if America secedes (given the huge Black population) nor that Mestizos then won’t take more land for themselves either as well within Anglo-America.
But no - America does not belong to a bunch of backward Indians who were slaughtering each other in any case constantly. It was created by white male conquest & with white male ingenuity and for whites.