I'm on day 5 of NOFAP. An what have I learned? Forgive me if 5 days seem insignificant, it is not for me. I have discovered that we are living and breathing fire. A spiritual discovery, of which I've no idea how to prove scientifically. I'm a philosopher. The nihilist materialistic world we are born as slaves to, would have us believe that we are just dead molecules that happenchanced to form into life. No, either they lie or do not understand. Life is a force beyond the material. It pushes and expands, just as the universe does. It heats up and explodes. If we are a reflection of the universe, then in my summation we are a fire waiting to be lit, to burn up. Create and destroy. Within the solarplexes you can feel this fire most strongly, through meditation/contemplation and control of breath and body. If you have no fire, or desire to increase your fuel output and stay a deadened slave to th system, than you are one foot in the grave already. I am only 24 but am amazed at how I've releaquenshed so much of my fear of death. At one point I was egging it on to happen. When it didn't come, I went through depressive and manic stages of philosophical quandries of life and death. In the end it doesn't matter. You are here now. Live. Or die. Stop stagnating. A psychologist would probably put me in a mental hospital seeing this. It's too extreme compared to what's "normal". Sorry. My brain feels like it's on fire without the dopamine high from porn. Energy is just pouring forth. I look forward to over man.?