I am now actually physically incapable of talking to women

Can't ever even think straight around them. All I can think about is how much they despise me, and how much I want to lock myself in my bedroom and LDAR.

Back when I was bluepilled I talked more. I used to actually believe that I could get a girlfriend, so I did try to talk to them. But, a man can only handle so many rejections.

I wouldn't even mind if girls didn't want to date me, I just wish they would not be fucking harpies about it.